They say I’m a good-for-nothing person. Though there are times I really think they are right.
But most of the days they’re wrong.
Oh my, how long have we known each other?
Fifteen, twenty years perhaps.
I know every little bit about you.
The way you look into my eyes. The way we talk for ages and still laugh at each other’s jokes.
I even remember the time we made our first ride on a Ferris wheel.
That was an amazing night, wasn’t it?
Everyone was falling in line to get their asses on the coolest ride at the carnival. I do remember how tricky you were.
Oh, those were the days.
Well, that was the only day.
You scared away those girls and told them that the ride was very dangerous. That when they sit and go up to the highest point, they’ll fall.
They’ll scream a loud noise which may or may not get the attention of everyone. The last scream they’ll ever make. The last sound of their voices.
But they don’t know anything!
They easily believed what you said.
That’s the only thing you said and they were gone from the long line.
You were really that good ey?
But let’s say I was better.
My dear old friend, we’ve been meeting this way far too long but I’m still fascinated.
You were my first, you know.
My very first.
Many have told me that it’s difficult to forget your first.
Oh boy, they were right!
I could still smell the rush of the blood through my veins.
I could still feel the scent of screams in the air.
I still hear the attention you were receiving that night.
They remembered you up to this day but they never looked at me.